Making changes

Life is full of craziness and I am always full of excuses to why this didn’t get done, that didn’t happen, blah blah blah. I’m done with that. In fact, I’m done with a lot of things. It’s time to make some changes.

I’ve realized in the midst of a morning tea that I haven’t been doing myself any favors avoiding the things in my life that need to get done. Granted, I am avoiding them to write this blog but that’s besides the point. I have so much I need to finish! Hell, I have things I need to start! Everything from the mundane doing of the laundry to daunting task of losing weight and all the things in between. I’ve been causally neglecting and turning a blind eye to the things in my life that need accomplished because I’ve been too depressed about the person I have let myself become. There is no one to point the finger to or put the blame on but me. And worst of all, I let my Debbie-Downer-self get the best of me. But not anymore.

I have finally gotten my ass off the couch (figuratively, because I am still literally sitting on the couch) and am putting a plan into action. Change is going to happen all over the place; life, health, professional, personal, etc. I enjoy being productive, seeing results and the fruits of my labor. I like achieving my goals and then surpassing them. It’s incredibly satisfying and for some beyond stupid reason I haven’t been doing anything noteworthy. I will no longer tolerate such laziness and the pitiful excuses. This is not the Sarah I want to be. Nor is this the Sarah I want people to remember. I am so much better than that. Life is full of craziness…but so am I! I know I can do this. And it’s time I start.

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